All of it is pointless. My friends don't care about me and I have no social life. Of course, this can only be my own fault. But I don't know how to fix that. Nobody cares about me trying to do the right thing and even if I was noticed, they would easily forget later. There is no point. The only thing this world is good for is enjoying it as much as you can while hurting as little as possible. Too bad people love to fight over dumb bullshit.