Self Worth

Mar. 8th, 2017 02:04 pm
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There isn’t enough support for people who hate themselves and have absolutely zero self-worth. People without power are simply discarded unless they are useful to someone, usually in the name of profit. Social media is the most popular thing on the internet and yet it causes so many people to hate themselves because they constantly compare themselves to man-made illusions. Every time I see a popular artist get hundreds of meaningless internet points, I die a little bit inside. It’s even worse when whining gets you nowhere. This isn’t right and simply not using social media doesn’t solve the problem. People being successful on the internet shouldn’t make somebody feel like they are better off dead. The internet I think destroyed a large portion of my humanity over the years. I know I am not the same person I was years ago and I can partly blame the internet for that. Too bad there are zero support forums or websites that can actually make me feel better about myself and absolutely nothing anybody on the internet can say will change my mind. That’s extremely foolish to think but I am convinced my destiny is to suffer.
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I think a good portion of Yugioh players are gambling addicts either in denial or they are unaware of what gambling addiction is. Considering that Konami also makes money off slot machines, I wouldn’t doubt one of their main goals is to make sure the player-base is eternally addicted to the chance of winning in a broken card game. And even if I’m wrong (which I probably am) and most players just play for fun, the company still doesn’t give a single crap about the player base. Link Summoning essentially is a slap in the face to anyone that uses a Fusion/Synchro/Xyz/Pendulum deck. Links are completely unhindered by their own rules which obviously is a thing because Konami wants to push Links as the main means of profit now. They saw a chance to look good by making a new mechanic that seems to stop the speed of the game but that is actually false. The game will never slow down because that would mean Konami would stop having to print broken archetypes/cards that everyone wants to buy. Nobody is gonna give a crap about mediocre cards as this community wants only meta worthy cards and nothing else but. Links will increase in their level of power as even the very first Link Monster introduced (Decode Talker) is already quite powerful. Soon we will see Towers-level Link monsters that can only be dealt with using Utopia the Lightning-level Link monsters. There will probably be a Link version of Quasar made some time in the future as well and then there will be the Link version of Zoodiacs (if Konami decides to kill them to make way for a clone archetype but essentially still work like Zoodiacs.) The people that despise anything past DM/GX will be happy for a while but soon they will realize that Links will be the same exact thing as the Xyz toolbox. Power creep never dies.


Feb. 18th, 2017 08:37 am
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I hate getting a shower because when I have to get out, I end up freezing my bones off.
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I don’t understand the purpose of internet forums if most of the discussion turns into a circlejerk of either endless positively or endless negativity. If I said “X popular musical artist is amazing” or “Y popular musical artist is mediocre” I would upset people either way. This type of problem is more apparent on video game forums because people need to defend their favorite video games/consoles because I can only assume it has become an identity to them. But people will do that with anything they like even if it’s something trivial like favorite colors. How am I supposed to want to talk to people that only think in a singular way with no nuance at all? What is the point? What’s the point of talking about video games if I am only going to talk to someone that either hates a game or loves a game? Why can’t I say this game has good gameplay but the music sucks? Why am I not allowed a different opinion on someone widely considered to be a God? My only option is either to defend myself from pointless arguments, not engage them at all, or simply agree with them just because they don’t want to hear my opinions. It’s not even like I’m being an asshole about it but there is a problem when I’m constantly biting my tongue just to keep other random people on the internet happy.


Feb. 10th, 2017 12:28 pm
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Super Mario RPG looks like a cool game. I should play it sometime in the future. Nice to see non-RPG games get RPG spinoffs just to try the concept. Games like Blood or Galerians would be great for that concept although my ideas aren't the best. Anyways, yeah, I need to play SMRPG.


Feb. 10th, 2017 12:27 pm
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My turtle has a shell problem and I now need medicine to fix it. Hope things go well until then though. Best wishes.
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I don’t understand people who think time sinks in RPGs aren’t time sinks at all. Obviously these people have much more time on their hands to do those tedious side-quests than I do. Like the people who think dodging 200 lightning bolts in a row in FFX isn’t hard or isn’t time consuming in the slightest. That’s fine if you feel that way but I did that myself and I absolutely would never ever do it again. That was probably the worst thing I did in a video game that was also totally optional. Onion Knight isn’t even that great of a weapon because Lulu is barely useful for the endgame side quests which are also annoying and tedious. Almost every optional boss in that game was a stat wall and it wasn’t very fun to me. Even fighting Nemesis (strongest possible boss in the original version) wasn’t all that rewarding. Then there is the other version which has the Dark Aeons and Penance which is just more of the same stat wall bosses that were present in the Monster Arena. Yuna’s weapon is easy and Auron’s is not that bad. Wakka requires you to play blitzball which I don’t really like, Kimahri has that godawful butterfly catching game, and Rikku has an annoying sidequest involving Cactuars. But they all pale in comparison to what you have to do to get Tidus and Lulu’s weapons. I already explained why lightning dodging is stupid but Tidu’s Chocobo racing thing was absolute bullshit. All of FFX’s side quest are not fun in the slightest.


Feb. 7th, 2017 02:33 pm
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Lightsworns may not be broken anymore but Judgement Dragon is still a poorly designed card.


Feb. 7th, 2017 01:42 pm
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I had three nightmares in a row today, I think.
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Today I spent a good 45 minutes scrolling down the Galerians tag on Twitter and it was a waste of my time. Why do I keep wasting my time with this video game?

food post

Feb. 1st, 2017 01:54 pm
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I am quite proud of myself that I was able to eat a breakfast and lunch that I found enjoyable. Yes, it's nothing to be proud of but usually my day is very boring so food because one of the things I consistently enjoy. My computer is also still broken which sucks but I'll figure something out soon.
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Caleb - Uses pitchforks, shields, and can use "blood magic" which consumes HP. High stats all around but focuses on Strength. Good with shotguns and guns akimbo.

Ophelia - Uses blades, bangles, and can use healing magic to maintain HP while using sneaky debuffing abilities to disrupt foes. Fastest character with a good Magic stat but average HP. Good with rifles and long range weapons.

Ishmael - Uses scythes, rings, and can use dark magic to wield arcane elemental spells along with practicing necromancy to raise the dead. Highest Magic and Magic Defense but weak on the physical side. Good with arcane weapons and artifacts.

Gabriella - Uses gauntlets, bracers, and is capable of taking hits of allies and can send herself into a berserk state for increased damage. Has the highest HP and the best Defense of the four but she is the slowest in terms of movement speed. Good with heavy and explosive weapons.

More to add later...


Feb. 1st, 2017 01:23 pm
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Why was DDD Darius made to be a Rank 3 XYZ monster anyways? How many times do you really get the chance to make Rank 3s in DDD? Not a whole lot I think and it probably would involve a level trick with DD Beformet.
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I was expected an underwhelming conclusion to Zarc and that's exactly what I got.
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Gunner Yuna for Unreal Tournament.
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Humans are trash. Obsessed with tribalism, only thinking about their genitals, and completely hypocritical. Most of them just give a damn about only one thing and that’s power. They will do anything to attain it too. Nuance and empathy are things that are luxuries because everyone is itching to get in a fight whenever they are given the chance. Friendship is only worth so much because the minute you do something wrong, you’re discarded like a ball of paper. Not much has changed since the dawn of humanity and it makes me so sick. A disgusting blood-lust race of idiots that are only good at killing each-other and if they aren’t doing that, they are throwing away their morality in the pursue of hedonism. Social media just takes the worst of humanity and amplifies by a million as well. Really, how could anymore wish to live in a world filled with nothing but pain?
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I am my own worst enemy.
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All of it is pointless. My friends don't care about me and I have no social life. Of course, this can only be my own fault. But I don't know how to fix that. Nobody cares about me trying to do the right thing and even if I was noticed, they would easily forget later. There is no point. The only thing this world is good for is enjoying it as much as you can while hurting as little as possible. Too bad people love to fight over dumb bullshit.
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Back to FFX. I don’t understand why elemental strike weapons don’t boost the power of elemental spells the same way status weapons boost the power of status attacks. For example, Wakka using Dark Buster with a Darktouch/strike weapon will inflict Darkness for more times than with a weapon without those abilities. However, if Lulu uses Firaga with a Flamestrike weapon there will be no damage boost. Because this never happens in the game, all of those elemental strike weapons for mage characters aren’t very useful in battle. Also, I wonder why there were no elemental attacks added as skills to compare with elemental magic. I understand it would be somewhat redundant because you could just use elemental strike weapons but it still would've been pretty cool. Element Reels are what I’m talking about except being singular skills on the Sphere Grid. That and I would've liked Yuna to learn two weaker version of Holy just to give her a consistent white magic offensive without having to learn black lulu.
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My life is meaningless without video games but they aren't very fun anymore. If I quit, then I have to find another hobby but that is going to be hard. If I stay playing games, I will continue to throw away my life in a hobby that simply isn't very rewarding.


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